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Azure Jane Lunatic (Azz) 🌺 ([personal profile] azurelunatic) wrote2002-03-10 12:59 pm

My name is?

The accents were cheesy as fuck, the music sucked, and lestat started of his diary with " I am the Vampire Lestat" ( what shithead starts out their diary telling their own name!). --[livejournal.com profile] renwick's commentary on Queen of the Damned


As a matter of fact, I tend to start every new volume of my diary telling my own name. This is one of the things that makes me suspect I'm a fictional character living in a created world, because each new volume of my journal sparks the latest self-assessment from me. I tell my own name, my age, where I'm living at the time, what I look like, who I love, who I hate, and a little bit about myself that I think significant enough, or little-known enough, to publish there. I didn't start off this journal that way; I jumped right in because the soft grey tree volume of my journal had shown up missing. I miss that journal, because it's got everybody's contact information here in Arizona in it, and some rather good sketches. It's got my memories from the Camping Apartment in it. I want it back!

I find it useful to conduct a self-assessment every now and then. My name is Joan Laurel [....], known online primarily as Azure Lunatic or Azz. I live in Phoenix at the moment; my heart belongs in Alaska; that is subject to change if ever Darkside should let me know that I would be welcome to share a lifetime with him.

Current clothing: purple nightgown. No watch. Glasses. No makeup.

Three rings: two pentagram rings, the plain one upright for microcosm on middle finger of right hand; a more ornate one one-point-down for macrocosm on middle finger of left hand. My "patience ring" as a placekeeper on my left ring finger, silver and hematite, delicate and feminine, to prevent me from putting a more foolish ring (one given me by another person, that is) before it's truly time to.

Necklaces: two cords, three pendants: a crystal heart with engraved blue roses on the back that shine through, symbolic of finding my true love -- I had Darkside place this necklace about my neck, he being the friend who is most notable for not letting me betray myself; and on the other cord, the pendants show an octogram and a pentagram. The disks are the same size, and fit together nicely. The octogram is not your traditional pointy arrow chaos star, but it symbolizes chaos to me as well as several other things.

Earrings, one. Second hole in left ear. Silver rose stud. The other holes in my ears are highly allergic and only accept silver or other guaranteed hypoallergenic earrings, thanks to a nasty ear infection when I was fifteen, a bad case of Swimmer's Ear that made me unable to eat anything other than soft foods because I couldn't close my mouth enough to chew.

[identity profile] renwick.livejournal.com 2002-03-10 01:08 pm (UTC)(link)
lol. I never thought I'd be quoted on THAT of all things.

[identity profile] tris-tessa.livejournal.com 2002-03-10 09:11 pm (UTC)(link)
if you pick on him, i'll beat you up!!!
;)