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Azure Jane Lunatic (Azz) 🌺 ([personal profile] azurelunatic) wrote2002-03-11 09:52 pm

Darkside after a week without...

Today I got only two and a half hours of sleep. This did not make for perky morningness. Got to school late, to find Darkside engaged in happy conversation with Bald Guy. Bald Guy works in the school cafeteria. Didn't get much alone-conversation with Darkside.

I seem to be on the downswing of my mood. He's never really seen me depressive before, just manic. He's always been able to cheer me up before.Today... well.. "Is that your foot in your mouth? Oh, woops, that was my mouth... and there's my foot in your mouth again now. Oh. Sorry..."

For starters, he jokingly called me "Mrs. 2:30 am." Foot in mouth: "Mrs." is not a topic I joke around about these days; BJ has sufficiently upset me on that ground. I replied as much: "That's not going to be happening with me any time soon, unless..." and refused to look at him. Open mouth, insert foot. His eye caught an obvious freshman walking down the hall. "I didn't know they made them that thin," he commented. Wuuups. Oh yeah, just bring up all of my sensitive issues...

[identity profile] wiredferret.livejournal.com 2002-03-11 09:19 pm (UTC)(link)
Some days are just like that, even when you've been with someone forever. It'll pass, I'm sure.

[identity profile] wiredferret.livejournal.com 2002-03-12 05:55 am (UTC)(link)
That you do not have an overtly declared romantic relationship doesn't mean you don't have bad days together.

I have days when communication just isn't my gift, and it's worth with people I care about.