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azurelunatic) wrote2002-04-07 06:01 pm
azurelunatic) wrote2002-04-07 06:01 pm
Decisions, decisions.
Well, looks like V. is asking Adam for her to be #1 in his life.
...He has not yet made a decision yet, but his current leaning is towards her.
...That almost pisses me off enough to want him to leave. Everything that's normal-female and self-preserving in me is shouting to get him the hell out of my room, my apartment, my heart, before the time bomb explodes.
I don't trust her, in short. I do not know her well enough to know that she won't pull the same damn Pill trick that Shawn's wife pulled on him before they were engaged. He says she wouldn't, couldn't. I'm not so sure.
He hasn't made his decision yet, but he wants her and he knows he wants her.
So I cry.
...He has not yet made a decision yet, but his current leaning is towards her.
...That almost pisses me off enough to want him to leave. Everything that's normal-female and self-preserving in me is shouting to get him the hell out of my room, my apartment, my heart, before the time bomb explodes.
I don't trust her, in short. I do not know her well enough to know that she won't pull the same damn Pill trick that Shawn's wife pulled on him before they were engaged. He says she wouldn't, couldn't. I'm not so sure.
He hasn't made his decision yet, but he wants her and he knows he wants her.
So I cry.