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azurelunatic) wrote2002-04-28 04:05 am
azurelunatic) wrote2002-04-28 04:05 am
Dead in the water
...It would probably be a damn dumb idea to make Joanie dual-boot, or septuple boot, religiously.
Though it's an interesting idea. Install a different religious operating system with each of the major world religions...
I'd go nuts. They'd argue and clamour and gods help us if we tried to decide on a main front personality.
---Literally, that. Plurally.
Adam can see how someone who was raised without religious guidance could have come to my religious conclusions, and sees furthermore that my religious operating system, my worldviews, are sane and compatible with his on a day to day roommate basis. Glad to be told this.
Somewhere deep inside me is mourning for what could have been. I suppose I'm not doing this yet because it's not yet manifested?
If this is a test of me, I swear to gods I'm going to be so angry. I don't think Adam would stoop so low as to test my loyalty to him, though, by having him break up with me to see how I'd react. He was genuinely upset when we came in. He'd been that way for some time.
"For his own good" doesn't always mean "making him cry his eyes out," dear girl.
Must talk with Darkside at length on Monday.
The white candles burned all the way out. I made sure. I kept quasi-wakeful/sleeping vigil by them on the couch through last night. The shavings of the red were burned away, purified, by the white candles.
I'm your firestarted/ Twisted firestarter...
Extraordinary focus.
Tomorrow, the blue candle, and the white ones. The polishing; the armoring.
Though it's an interesting idea. Install a different religious operating system with each of the major world religions...
I'd go nuts. They'd argue and clamour and gods help us if we tried to decide on a main front personality.
---Literally, that. Plurally.
Adam can see how someone who was raised without religious guidance could have come to my religious conclusions, and sees furthermore that my religious operating system, my worldviews, are sane and compatible with his on a day to day roommate basis. Glad to be told this.
Somewhere deep inside me is mourning for what could have been. I suppose I'm not doing this yet because it's not yet manifested?
If this is a test of me, I swear to gods I'm going to be so angry. I don't think Adam would stoop so low as to test my loyalty to him, though, by having him break up with me to see how I'd react. He was genuinely upset when we came in. He'd been that way for some time.
"For his own good" doesn't always mean "making him cry his eyes out," dear girl.
Must talk with Darkside at length on Monday.
The white candles burned all the way out. I made sure. I kept quasi-wakeful/sleeping vigil by them on the couch through last night. The shavings of the red were burned away, purified, by the white candles.
I'm your firestarted/ Twisted firestarter...
Extraordinary focus.
Tomorrow, the blue candle, and the white ones. The polishing; the armoring.
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Thanks for the nudge
Re: Thanks for the nudge
No, rather, I meant that which you wish would continue...might still.
Oh.
...What an odd thought.
...as he settles himself together, though, it just might.
Or again...
It all hinges on him, I suppose...
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You could go dual boot, but would that really be serving yourself or those you worship well?
My god asks for all of me, not just the worship parts.
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Given that my current OS is becoming more and more happily pantheist, it would be more an isolation of elements currently in myself already. I don't have a stable enough/large enough basis to do at least one of the things I need to do, spiritually, yet. *reminder to self: research, both internally and externally, the process of "surrender to deity"*
It would definitely not be a good idea at this time to become religiously multiboot, though I can load religion emulators to better communicate with people of different faiths.