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azurelunatic) wrote2002-05-07 11:35 am
azurelunatic) wrote2002-05-07 11:35 am
Morning.
Stayed up too late; woke up late and still got a chance to chat with Darkside. Learned about the different categories of 10baseT cable in A+++. (A+ class, incremented by one...)
Darkside advises me to live my life to its fullest. I told him about what happened to Mona. This was before, back when she did speak. ...She wanted to die. We tried. We couldn't.
Too intense. If I loved less fiercely, perhaps I'd be less scary? but never again shall I try killing myself that way. if he'd just had a rheostat, I could have powered him down a turn or two, maybe he would have lasted longer...
Why Darkside?
He still cares about me, as me, as a friend, even though I love him. Even though he's not always cozy with the intensity, he doesn't want me to be anyone but myself.
Whoever that is. Singular or plural.
Darkside advises me to live my life to its fullest. I told him about what happened to Mona. This was before, back when she did speak. ...She wanted to die. We tried. We couldn't.
Too intense. If I loved less fiercely, perhaps I'd be less scary? but never again shall I try killing myself that way. if he'd just had a rheostat, I could have powered him down a turn or two, maybe he would have lasted longer...
Why Darkside?
He still cares about me, as me, as a friend, even though I love him. Even though he's not always cozy with the intensity, he doesn't want me to be anyone but myself.
Whoever that is. Singular or plural.