Tweets for 2008-9-22

[azurelunatic]

In the last 24 hours, I posted the following to Twitter:

• Monday, 0600: Bad dreams. When he gets a girl (if he gets a girl) (when) (if) I hope she doesn't hate me. Still wanting what I can't have.
• Monday, 0613: Yeah, still more upset by that than I had reckoned on. I have been up for ... some time ... before I posted, still upset.
• Monday, 0630: Desire is pain.
• Monday, 0633: I hope this doesn't usher in a new NIN enthusiasm, because they're rather too shouty to be good work listening, and I loathe most emo bands.
• Monday, 1234: OK! Having been suggestible, I think it is now bedtime.
• Monday, 1234: Did get sandwich fixings, ice cream, and other staples at Cheap & Easy on my way back from H's bus stop, so am not going *crazy*.
• Monday, 1236: @gameboyguy13 I am now on their website. I think the only thing I'd previously heard was "Missing", which I love. I like what I hear now.
• Monday, 1340: Hahaha *now* it is bedtime. Darkside just emailed me, just after I had got the last of the suggestions work done and come back with nightcap

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Comments

[thette.livejournal.com]

*hugs* I don't think she will.

[azurelunatic]

If she did, I don't think she'd last long.

In the dream, even when he was talking to me, he was never giving me his full attention. She was always there first in his eyes, in every action, no matter how small. It destroyed me.

[azurelunatic]

Though when I'm not paranoid from lack of sleep, I remember how he reacts to any hint that I might not be OK, and how he Disapproves if anyone has hurt me.