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azurelunatic) wrote2001-05-02 10:57 am
azurelunatic) wrote2001-05-02 10:57 am
more stress
The computer hates my roommate. Poor dear. She's struggling so hard and just not getting it. Wish I could give her some of my ability to understand obscure technical stuff.
Interesting to find out what people really think about you. Been reading journals from some of my friends... it's like walking in and noticing that they're naked, or you are, or both. (just typed "goth" there, go fig.) No fun to be that lonely...what sucks is that I should have figured out exactly how much I was hurting him but refused to notice it....
also sucks that I damn near lost myself a friend today & yesterday and I'm going to have to really watch my step around him for the next month so I don't screw up again.
Love sucks.
Interesting to find out what people really think about you. Been reading journals from some of my friends... it's like walking in and noticing that they're naked, or you are, or both. (just typed "goth" there, go fig.) No fun to be that lonely...what sucks is that I should have figured out exactly how much I was hurting him but refused to notice it....
also sucks that I damn near lost myself a friend today & yesterday and I'm going to have to really watch my step around him for the next month so I don't screw up again.
Love sucks.