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azurelunatic) wrote2002-06-10 07:26 am
azurelunatic) wrote2002-06-10 07:26 am
Darkside
After a night of drinking and carousing (I put the leftover Chocolate Orgasm into the freezer, btw) [mmm, carousing!] I came to school around sixish for breakfast with Darkside.
Discussed the current status of my feelings for him. I can now make jokes about him and me, sexually, without feeling like I'm going to cry, underneath. He doubted it, given that I was serious when saying this. I asked him to re-examine. He's rarely seen me serious-but-not-depressed; I pointed out that this was an anomaly. I summed up the results of my former unrequited love longterm situations; having one that's local and OK is a new one for me still.
Inquired as to whether or not he was the source of the Disturbance in the Force on Saturday night. He doubted. I invited him to call me any time if he needed to or wanted someone to help him get to sleep.
Brought up the touchy topic of What Is He Doing Over Break. Evidently his dad has threatened a lot of golfing. I inquired further as to movies. Depends on the movie, he said. I let him know that pretty much anything he'd want to see, I'd be OK with; I want to spend time with him outside of school, and I trust his taste in movies to fairly well coincide with mine. He asked me what, then, I would do if he assaulted my mind by deliberately taking me to something that both of us knew would stink, just to test my resolve. He mentioned something along the lines of "cartoon dog". I told him that actually, this sounded like fun, and I honestly didn't think that he could drag me to anything that would be *that* awful, and no matter how much I protested, I'd likely somewhere deep down enjoy it. He threatened me with Powerpuff Girls: The Movie. I threatened to strangle him, then admitted that deep down, yep, enjoyment would happen. Of the strangling or the movie? he wanted to know. Both.
Next he invoked Dungeons & Dragons, the movie. I admitted that I'd been planning to see it sometime. He began to describe the flaws in graphic detail. "Ron!" I hollered across the cafeteria, as my former dear C++ instructor had just entered. "Ron, he's traumatizing me!"
"Good for you!" Ron hollered back at Darkside.
Bald Guy came in at about this time, and joined in D&D:tM bashing. He then commented on my spiffy looks today: evidently a navy blue T-shirt, grey shorts, and lipstick counts as "spiffy"... I've worn all of these things before to school. I think it was the lipstick (and the Holy Fuck! perfume oil) that did it.
Darkside's presenting today in his Controls & Securities class. I'm not there, even though I do have the morning unscheduled, because I'm downloading Mandrake, or at least attempting it.
Discussed the current status of my feelings for him. I can now make jokes about him and me, sexually, without feeling like I'm going to cry, underneath. He doubted it, given that I was serious when saying this. I asked him to re-examine. He's rarely seen me serious-but-not-depressed; I pointed out that this was an anomaly. I summed up the results of my former unrequited love longterm situations; having one that's local and OK is a new one for me still.
Inquired as to whether or not he was the source of the Disturbance in the Force on Saturday night. He doubted. I invited him to call me any time if he needed to or wanted someone to help him get to sleep.
Brought up the touchy topic of What Is He Doing Over Break. Evidently his dad has threatened a lot of golfing. I inquired further as to movies. Depends on the movie, he said. I let him know that pretty much anything he'd want to see, I'd be OK with; I want to spend time with him outside of school, and I trust his taste in movies to fairly well coincide with mine. He asked me what, then, I would do if he assaulted my mind by deliberately taking me to something that both of us knew would stink, just to test my resolve. He mentioned something along the lines of "cartoon dog". I told him that actually, this sounded like fun, and I honestly didn't think that he could drag me to anything that would be *that* awful, and no matter how much I protested, I'd likely somewhere deep down enjoy it. He threatened me with Powerpuff Girls: The Movie. I threatened to strangle him, then admitted that deep down, yep, enjoyment would happen. Of the strangling or the movie? he wanted to know. Both.
Next he invoked Dungeons & Dragons, the movie. I admitted that I'd been planning to see it sometime. He began to describe the flaws in graphic detail. "Ron!" I hollered across the cafeteria, as my former dear C++ instructor had just entered. "Ron, he's traumatizing me!"
"Good for you!" Ron hollered back at Darkside.
Bald Guy came in at about this time, and joined in D&D:tM bashing. He then commented on my spiffy looks today: evidently a navy blue T-shirt, grey shorts, and lipstick counts as "spiffy"... I've worn all of these things before to school. I think it was the lipstick (and the Holy Fuck! perfume oil) that did it.
Darkside's presenting today in his Controls & Securities class. I'm not there, even though I do have the morning unscheduled, because I'm downloading Mandrake, or at least attempting it.
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