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Azure Jane Lunatic (Azz) 🌺 ([personal profile] azurelunatic) wrote2002-06-11 12:02 am

Dreadful Anticipation

Darkside dreads the day when Adam's fully moved out, as Adam's been occupying my sexual attentions lately. I've only got so much time and energy to go around. Rather, I've got so much time and energy that must be distributed, and Adam's receiving much of it. When Adam ceases to sleep at my side night after night?

Comfort level for both Darkside and myself must be reached. I'm nearing it. Fearing what he might do to me with rejection? Whatever the reason, he's apprehensive.