Azure Jane Lunatic (Azz) 🌺 (
azurelunatic) wrote2002-07-12 01:36 pm
Balance
I've really changed, evidently.
I'm not so much the rebel without clue or cause anymore; I've slipped into some form of near middle-aged calmness. Placidity. Self-content amidst a struggle against self-destruction. Complacency? Perhaps. It's all over and I'm standing pretty / In this dust that was a city.
Was the city me?
blink
I did not see that one coming.
ralmathon and I used to refer to Darkside as War, and Adam as Peace, and me as the city; the city would either be possessed by peace, or invaded by war... have I destroyed myself, was I destroying myself in those weeks that this song refused to leave my head?
Something to think about.
I'm not so much the rebel without clue or cause anymore; I've slipped into some form of near middle-aged calmness. Placidity. Self-content amidst a struggle against self-destruction. Complacency? Perhaps. It's all over and I'm standing pretty / In this dust that was a city.
Was the city me?
blink
I did not see that one coming.
Something to think about.

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(Don't mind me, I know nothing about your situation, I'm just riffing off the imagery).
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