Azure Jane Lunatic (Azz) 🌺 (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
azurelunatic) wrote2002-07-22 09:52 pm
azurelunatic) wrote2002-07-22 09:52 pm
Drama: size, extra-large
Bleh, is all I can say. Bleh bleh bleh.
Had discussion. Reached a conclusion less horrific than I had been fearing. Went home, stressed.
I hope I'll be calm, easier with myself, in a month's time. No less silly an arbitrary choice of times than Ekaterin's year of mourning. One month. 28 days. Time for the frantic mind to spin around in circles. Time for Darkside to pat my head awkwardly and tell me I'll be all right, with or without others to tell me I'm wonderful, great, awesome, delicious. Time for me to punch my pillow and yowl about life, love, the way the world spins backward some days.
Time to sing sappy love songs along with the radio with vicious lungs; time to cry in the rain, or at least in the shower (this is Arizona. One must remember to be practical.); time to reweave mind and heart.
Time to heal. Time to grow the fuck up.
Who the hell needs drama?
Had discussion. Reached a conclusion less horrific than I had been fearing. Went home, stressed.
I hope I'll be calm, easier with myself, in a month's time. No less silly an arbitrary choice of times than Ekaterin's year of mourning. One month. 28 days. Time for the frantic mind to spin around in circles. Time for Darkside to pat my head awkwardly and tell me I'll be all right, with or without others to tell me I'm wonderful, great, awesome, delicious. Time for me to punch my pillow and yowl about life, love, the way the world spins backward some days.
Time to sing sappy love songs along with the radio with vicious lungs; time to cry in the rain, or at least in the shower (this is Arizona. One must remember to be practical.); time to reweave mind and heart.
Time to heal. Time to grow the fuck up.
Who the hell needs drama?