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azurelunatic) wrote2002-07-23 10:31 am
azurelunatic) wrote2002-07-23 10:31 am
Breakfast
Ate breakfast with Darkside. Got to school before he did today. Stressed about the current situation to him. My instincts may have been right -- I seriously need to chill out about the situation before I try anything further. I will be suffering from the lack as well. Told Darkside this, with my hands around his neck. He did not volunteer to make up the difference. Just as well.
Darkside spent quite some time sitting next to me, reading as I was writing, and it was all good until Bald Guy called upon Darkside to explain GURPS to him, especially as it relates to VtM. Gamer-geek duty was invoked, and Darkside left me sitting by myself. I sulked minimally, then moved over to the gamergeek table where the Stray Atheist was sitting. Avoided conversation on both sides.
Mood swings, lately. One moment I'm happy; the next I'm not. What the hell is up with me? Darkside wanted to know if I was entirely OK. Well, no, not entirely. Close enough, though, I hope... I rested my hand near his arm and was just happy to be in his presence. He's so warm...
Darkside spent quite some time sitting next to me, reading as I was writing, and it was all good until Bald Guy called upon Darkside to explain GURPS to him, especially as it relates to VtM. Gamer-geek duty was invoked, and Darkside left me sitting by myself. I sulked minimally, then moved over to the gamergeek table where the Stray Atheist was sitting. Avoided conversation on both sides.
Mood swings, lately. One moment I'm happy; the next I'm not. What the hell is up with me? Darkside wanted to know if I was entirely OK. Well, no, not entirely. Close enough, though, I hope... I rested my hand near his arm and was just happy to be in his presence. He's so warm...