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azurelunatic) wrote2002-07-26 07:42 am
azurelunatic) wrote2002-07-26 07:42 am
Morning
Woke up, having dreamed about needing to take Nephew to school, and needing to search his cargo pockets for toys before going there. I uncovered a lego fox, one that had a flame on the end of its tail.
Getting to the preschool was an adventure, as there was construction and/or a war going on. I got to drive the bomber simulator, and didn't do badly for a newbie.
Then I woke up.
Chatted with Votania before leaving, which got me to school at six. Bald Guy came in at 6:35, which pissed me off to no end. I consider the time before 7:00 to be my personal alone-time with Darkside, and I'd gotten up rather quicker than I usually do in order to have more time with him this morning. I was consequently grouchier than I might have been on the subject of music videos and sound (the captive audience TVs in the cafeteria are now kept on mute, which delights me and delights Darkside, but pisses off Bald Guy) and Darkside noticed.
It's not something I want to discuss right now, though.
Today, I must go donate plasma, get quarters for laundry, and return stuff to the library. Oh yeah, and laundry too. Need to do laundry. I'm at about the bottom of the clothes cycle, which meant that I was wearing a skirt yesterday, and khakis (I own a pair, yes, because I could find nothing else in my size that day when shopping, and I needed "good" pants) on Wednesday.
Oh yes, and I should answer![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
iroshi's question about parents here in my journal as well.
Getting to the preschool was an adventure, as there was construction and/or a war going on. I got to drive the bomber simulator, and didn't do badly for a newbie.
Then I woke up.
Chatted with Votania before leaving, which got me to school at six. Bald Guy came in at 6:35, which pissed me off to no end. I consider the time before 7:00 to be my personal alone-time with Darkside, and I'd gotten up rather quicker than I usually do in order to have more time with him this morning. I was consequently grouchier than I might have been on the subject of music videos and sound (the captive audience TVs in the cafeteria are now kept on mute, which delights me and delights Darkside, but pisses off Bald Guy) and Darkside noticed.
It's not something I want to discuss right now, though.
Today, I must go donate plasma, get quarters for laundry, and return stuff to the library. Oh yeah, and laundry too. Need to do laundry. I'm at about the bottom of the clothes cycle, which meant that I was wearing a skirt yesterday, and khakis (I own a pair, yes, because I could find nothing else in my size that day when shopping, and I needed "good" pants) on Wednesday.
Oh yes, and I should answer
iroshi's question about parents here in my journal as well.
no subject
I can understand why it's aggravating to lose something you have come to expect and depend on, but arrangements that just happened are difficult to defend that way.
This happened with Silmarian and I. For a long time, it happened that I was home on Wednesday nights, but it wasn't explicit. Then that started getting cut into, and he got testy, and I got confused, because it was nothing we had talked about. So then we did talk about it and arranged that I would make every effort to be available on Wednesdays.
Bent out of shape
The time has not been officially marked off, however, which is why no discussion about it has happened yet.
When I'm upset about a violation of an offical code of a relationship or friendship, I can discuss it immediately. When I'm upset about something less explicit or more subtle, I have to wait to cool down, identify what's going on, and figure out how to phrase it so when discussed, all parties will have half a chance of understanding what's going on.