Gone

[azurelunatic]

I said goodbye, and then Mama and I talked for a while. I told her she should call my aunt, who hasn't got cell reception at her house, regardless of the hour. She was going to go do that, and then she called back unexpectedly. She said he must have taken his last breath while we were on the phone.

Comments

[norabombay]

Not thinking may absolutely be the very best thing in this situation.

[snippy]

I wish you and yours the support you need.

[jadelennox]

💙 I'm so sorry for your loss. May you and yours get whatever support you need, even if it's just the comfort of feeling okay with where you are.

my thoughts are with you.

[pauamma]

Peace be with him, and God's mercy, and God's favor. My condolences to you and his other relatives, and (reading between the lines) hope you can achieve closure or some approximation.

[17catherines]

I am so sorry for your loss.

[synecdochic]

I'm sorry, and I'm sorry for how complicated it all is, and I'm thinking of you

[castiron]

Thinking of you and wishing you and your mother strength and cope for the aftermath.

[baggyeyes]

I’m so sorry. I know how hard and complicated grief can be with unresolved stuff. Take care

[azurelunatic]

Thank you.

[azurelunatic]

Yes, thank you.

[azurelunatic]

Thank you.

[azurelunatic]

Thank you.

[azurelunatic]

Thank you. <3

[azurelunatic]

💙💙💙💙💙💙💙

[azurelunatic]

Thank you.

[azurelunatic]

<3

[azurelunatic]

Thank you.

I'm glad he was able to still be involved and enjoy things until fairly close to the end.

[azurelunatic]

Thank you.

[azurelunatic]

Love you. <3

[azurelunatic]

Thank you.

[azurelunatic]

<3

[azurelunatic]

Thank you.

[azurelunatic]

<3

[azurelunatic]

Thank you.

[azurelunatic]

💙 Thank you.

norabombay and sithjawa sent a sympathy cheesecake with a message that made me feel very seen, in a good way. It was very good cheesecake and helped a lot. There are still some slices in obscure corners of the freezer.