Goodbye forever, or see you later?

[azurelunatic]

Today, I realized that something that should have been one of the most important decisions of my life had already been made. I am head-over-heels in love with a monogamous man, and intend to someday marry him. I will always be polyamorous, but I think of him as my Primary; for the forseeable future, I will be concentrating all my attentions on him.

I am no longer seeing my former roommate/friend-with-benefits, because my Primary is uncomfortable with the situation.

We'll see how this goes.

Comments

[crimmycat.livejournal.com]

going monogamous for a relationship can suck - but it's not as bad as I thought it would be. hey, good luck t'ya, and as long as he's caring and understanding, it'll prolly go quite well.

*hugs*

[azurelunatic]

I don't know if I'm going to get in a relationship with him or not, but I do know that he's monogamous, so I'm going to give him a chance to become attracted to me.