Sexy.

[azurelunatic]

I can't promise myself true love if I work out and hone my body into the kickass form I wish it to be. No mistake: it's my wish. It's been my halfhearted wish ever since I noticed that my clothes were no longer fitting correctly; it's been my halfhearted wish ever since I noticed that my belly bulged out a little over my jeans when I tucked my shirt in. Instead of getting up and doing something, though, I've just been letting myself go, not worrying about it, going for whatever my tongue wanted at the moment rather than what my body really needed.

votania says that I've been turning heads. She's noticed that when I'm out, guys will check me out. (She didn't say if girls were or not.) Self-confidence is important to overall attractiveness.

I'm not particularly attractive to myself. To give you an idea of what I find attractive, think Bette Page. It's been observed that I go for women who resemble me, or at least the body-self that I was in high school. votania looks like that, only a little shorter than I tend to go for (though that didn't stop me from hitting on her around the time we first met). I want to hone myself into a form that will turn my own head in the mirror.