What I've been trying to say is that in the last few weeks, I've not felt that I've had a sound mind at all. I've been confused, muddled, and clouded. I've felt insane. In the state where I'm sleep-deprived, I am not operating on all thrusters.

I know the difference between my sane and my insane. In the past few days, I have not been sane. Yesterday sometime marked a return to sanity.