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[azurelunatic]

when going to sleep, being woken up suddenly panics me, especially by phonering. If calling and I'm asleep, even if you know me, especially if you know me, say hello, this is..., and wait a few seconds for me to wake up before going into urgent business. Thank you Shawn.

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[azurelunatic]

'Twasn't Shawn calling that time. It was someone or other -- I can't even remember who.

In 1996, the worst year of the emotional abuse, there were frantic phone calls from Colorado at inconvenient hours of the morning (he was 2 hours ahead) and they were cryptic and they'd come while I was still asleep and I'd try to make sense of them for fear his life would be forfeit if I didn't figure out what was going on.