Azure Jane Lunatic (Azz) 🌺 (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
azurelunatic) wrote2002-08-25 12:57 am
azurelunatic) wrote2002-08-25 12:57 am
Intimacy
It was nice to be willingly held, and by someone of compatible sexual outlook who was doing more of the giving comfort than the receiving it. Any way I phrase that, I munch on my own toenails, but so be it. Someone of highly compatible energy flow, someone whose presence has my comfort level high rather than medium, or medium-rare.
It's the little gestures of intimacy that send my defenses crashing down. The willingness to listen, the willingness to hold and be held for indefinite length of time.... lying down next to and snuggling without tripping my defensive triggers is difficult to do.
It's nice to be thought worth the time.
It's the little gestures of intimacy that send my defenses crashing down. The willingness to listen, the willingness to hold and be held for indefinite length of time.... lying down next to and snuggling without tripping my defensive triggers is difficult to do.
It's nice to be thought worth the time.