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Azure Jane Lunatic (Azz) 🌺 ([personal profile] azurelunatic) wrote2002-08-25 10:29 pm

though...

I don't know what Darkside's going to have to say. Someone may get the glares, and the "I'm not talking to you right now" huff towards the other male party. Someone's just going to have to get over himself and get his priorities straightened out.

....I still love Darkside. Despite all the silliness. Darkside's the one who's been through almost two years with me; Darkside's the one who knows the right words to say for almost every moment. Darkside's the one I get along with. We screech and fight and make other people in the cafeteria comment on attempted murder (simultaneously, we replied that if that had been attempted murder, then one of us would be dead, if not both...) and despite or perhaps because of it, we know each other, and we're getting to know each other better. Learning each other completely would be a lifetime task.

We're best friends. More than that is uncertain; I do know that Darkside and I are as close as I've ever been to anyone, up to and including people I've dated and planned to marry. Even the Lady E knew me perhaps less well than Darkside does. He's getting to know me better day by day as I work up the courage to tell him things.