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Azure Jane Lunatic (Azz) 🌺 ([personal profile] azurelunatic) wrote2002-09-11 11:27 am

Hiding

Too much energy floating around today, both good and bad. I'm not prepared for this. I'm prepared for the hiding-from-it part, but I'm horribly unprepared for what my duty is, the directing of this energy to a specific purpose.

Magicians are like programmers. You can find more than enough of the people who can write code, and pay them minimum wage. You can likewise find a large number of the people who can create good vibes, and produce massive amounts of energy.

It's rarer to find people who can design programs and write them; rarer yet to find people who can design programs in such a way that other people can write them. It's a bit of a search to find magicians who can produce the energy and direct it than just energy-makers; it's rarer to find magicians who can use the energy output by others and direct it to a purpose.


I am one of those who can direct the energy of others.

Today I hide. I do not know what purpose to direct this to. I have been confused by the contradicting stories and media blitz and hyperbole and the occasional outright lie -- so I hide.

I shirk on my duty, because my duty is not clear.

It is now my duty to find out what I'm supposed to do so I can go ahead and do it.

[identity profile] metaphorge.livejournal.com 2002-09-11 11:31 am (UTC)(link)
Sometimes our capacities are exceeded.

[identity profile] n3m3sis42.livejournal.com 2002-09-12 05:49 am (UTC)(link)
I'm something like that as well... actually, I'm not sure exactly what I am, but I am very sensitive to others' energy and can alter it. I think I also produce a lot of energy, but I'm still working on controlling it. I'm pretty new to all this, so I am still figuring it out.

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[identity profile] n3m3sis42.livejournal.com 2002-09-13 10:15 am (UTC)(link)
Thanks... I can't think of any now but I'm sure I will in the future.