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Azure Jane Lunatic (Azz) 🌺 ([personal profile] azurelunatic) wrote2002-09-11 11:59 pm

Darkside

I'm going to miss him so very much, if it does not happen that he decides that California is a great place to be living.

I love him.

I like hearing his voice every day, or at least five days out of the week. I like being able to tap him and get him to check out a funny webpage. Bonk him over the head.

I love him.

He smiles at me and apologizes for the traffic. He comments on my laundry situation. He remembers when and where my classes are.

I collect new friends everywhere I go, but the prospect of leaving Darkside, then seeing him again and realizing that I have been supplanted, and so has he... that's not a pleasant thought. Darkside is the only Darkside in the world, and I love him. I love other people, but only he and I can share that particular connection. Everybody else has to connect somewhere else.