Out

[azurelunatic]

Headed out with the silver dragon druid guy and votaniato a bar up the street. Nice place. Got dinner there. Chatted. Found myself very quiet.

Odd how my personality varies between introverted and extroverted. I think I'm headed inwards again. Darkside noticed this morning, when I closed up. I can't lie to him. That is, I can speak untruths, but I cannot do so in a way that he'll believe, and I cannot speak untruths in such a way as to pass them off as truths to him. Evidently I am a good actor, but a bad liar.

I can lie to other people, just not to him.

I'm going to want hugs tonight, and lots of snuggling. How likely am I to get that? Virtual snuggles and phone just aren't the same.

Noted to Votania that my powers of perception are getting very, very good. She concurred. Noted also to her that my cycle of power is at its ebb; when I swing back around, things are going to be seen.

I need to re-read me some Cyteen. I keep coming and coming back to Ari's model of fluxes. I need to map mine better. That's what LJ's for, right? Only I need to keep a graph cycle of a bajillion different things. Based on time of day, even.

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[amberfox.livejournal.com]

*nods sagely* Charting is good. Actually, I suppose I should start double-journalling again, at least for mood. I have a program called LifeJournal which has a place for charting energy level, mood, etc, and it makes nifty little graphs, so you can see the patterns. It only does it by days, but it's something.

Drat. Now I need to go re-read Cyteen. Bad Azzie.

[azurelunatic]

Where does one find LifeJournal?

I love Cyteen; it's the only way I've been able to stay sane while managing multiples.

[amberfox.livejournal.com]

At their website, http://www.lifejournal.com/. It's PC-only, but it's good.