Azure Jane Lunatic (Azz) 🌺 (
azurelunatic) wrote2003-02-23 06:23 pm
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Baby steps
So.
I blame myself, harshly, when I say things to other people that I think might help, but instead causes them pain/angst, especially when I should have known better.
I feel horrible, and I feel that my face/body are incapable of expressing just how horrible I feel. There are no outward signs to mark me as the scumbag I am for being so inconsiderate...
Because I must be a scumbag, if I mean to say something that will help someone, and instead wind up saying something that makes them feel worse.
I blame myself, harshly, when I say things to other people that I think might help, but instead causes them pain/angst, especially when I should have known better.
I feel horrible, and I feel that my face/body are incapable of expressing just how horrible I feel. There are no outward signs to mark me as the scumbag I am for being so inconsiderate...
Because I must be a scumbag, if I mean to say something that will help someone, and instead wind up saying something that makes them feel worse.
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