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[azurelunatic]

There must be an unseen fifth: the 'I' that directs all this. Because whoever's doing it, it's still 'I', while I'm doing it. The integrator?

We're fine as a multiplicity. Safest that way, for now.

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[sionainn.livejournal.com]

The integrator?

Or the plenipotentiary/administrator

Main Entry: plenipotentiary
Function: noun
Inflected Form(s): plural -ries
Date: circa 1656

: a person and especially a diplomatic agent invested with full power to transact business

[azurelunatic]

Mm.

Something far more elusive, I think.

[sionainn.livejournal.com]

The Catalyst? Assists in the interaction but remains unchanged itself?

The Watcher?

The Puppetmaster? (heh)


Hrrm... I have the concept in my head of what you are talking about, but I can't seem to pin down one word that encapsulates it.

[sionainn.livejournal.com]

The Mirror..... it gives true reflection to the others so that they might see themselves clearly. But itself is a non-sentient entity... merely a tool to keep things True.

Maybe?

No... yours has more of a maestro's touch.... something that is purposeful in guiding the others. Yet subtle and unobtrusive enough to not beg notice... like the hub of a wheel (or the eye of the storm :-)


I feel like I know this but it's at the edge of my awareness.... I don't know why I feel like I know. I now know exactly what you mean when you say it "Rings True"... because as soon as I read your statement above, I just Knew.

Fleeting impressions that I can't seem to lock onto... the fact that the Integrator (for lack of better description right now) is gender-less but in our gender-driven language, I am leaning towards the "He" descriptor.

[sionainn.livejournal.com]

This is going to drive me mad....

Like reaching for a "memory" that tauntingly hovers just out of range.

[azurelunatic]

Majordomo?

[azurelunatic]

Possibly even corolla, that part of the flower which holds the petals.

[azurelunatic]

Odd. I don't see very much of a male aspect around my self/ves at all.

I've thought of it, actually, as me being a stage light, and my personalities being the gels.

[sionainn.livejournal.com]

Perhaps I just think of the entity as "male" because it tends to have more masculine qualities?

[azurelunatic]

Perhaps. I am disinclined to be a shrinking violet.