Azure Jane Lunatic (Azz) 🌺 (![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
azurelunatic) wrote2003-10-11 04:17 pm
azurelunatic) wrote2003-10-11 04:17 pm
Weather report
The weather on Mars is nice.
Regarding the one thing: have been disturbed, disrupted, conflicted, and angstful. Reaching a point of diminishing returns, and regretting it, because if I let it drop, it will drop. Loyalty, honor, love, and self-protection.
The other: starting to scare me. My brain races down the traditional tracks too fast. Still, I wonder, I speculate, I even take it as a foregone conclusion, which I shouldn't. Not that it's traditional, anyway.
Escape velocity. I want to catch him in my wake. Biological time bomb. This is my brain. This is my brain as a spinster. This, more crucially, is my brain without hugs. I know the last person who hugged me was Little Fayoumis. Before that, I can't remember. I don't think it was in the last week. Maybe it was -- maybe it was Yakky on Thursday. I'm starved for touch, and don't want physical contact with anyone.
Breakdown season again?
Regarding the one thing: have been disturbed, disrupted, conflicted, and angstful. Reaching a point of diminishing returns, and regretting it, because if I let it drop, it will drop. Loyalty, honor, love, and self-protection.
The other: starting to scare me. My brain races down the traditional tracks too fast. Still, I wonder, I speculate, I even take it as a foregone conclusion, which I shouldn't. Not that it's traditional, anyway.
Escape velocity. I want to catch him in my wake. Biological time bomb. This is my brain. This is my brain as a spinster. This, more crucially, is my brain without hugs. I know the last person who hugged me was Little Fayoumis. Before that, I can't remember. I don't think it was in the last week. Maybe it was -- maybe it was Yakky on Thursday. I'm starved for touch, and don't want physical contact with anyone.
Breakdown season again?
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>hug<
There. Not actual contact, and yet you are hugged.
Feel better? :)
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You are not a person I want even imagined physical contact with.
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