Spiritual-energetic "firsts"

[azurelunatic]

Until moving to Arizona and going to DeVry, I was almost entirely solo. Anything I did, I did by myself. In younger years, Narcissa and I practiced the usual childhood magics together. We have since parted paths, through distance and diverging interests.

There were a few moments here when there were group works, but that was a student/teacher tutorial fashion, demonstrate, copy, do the same thing together.

There came a moment when two people joined hands and joined powers, without reservation, for the greater good. Never before have I felt something so graceful, inspiring, intimate.

That, I think, was my true loss of virginity.

And what did I do with it? I fell in love.

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[azurelunatic]

Yes, I've done the "all contribute energies and the leader directs them" type of working. You do prod my thoughts in that exact way.

This is with a person I trust immensely, beyond reason, though we each know that there is an entire iceberg of us left for us to explore in and with each other when we have the time and intimacy.

Even doing as simple a thing as "Your shields are shattered; let me recharge you"... When another person donates energy, it retains the overtones and notes of their personality. Even if your energies are compatible enough that you need not cleanse it of them to have your system use it, it still feels like them until it absorbs enough of you.

With this partner, it's almost as if the energy flowing in is mine. It would require fierce magical barrier protections to keep our energies from merging if working together.

It's ... intense. The mental feel of milk chocolate and mint: creamy/smooth, cool, refreshing, sweet. Holding the contact in my mind, trying to describe it.

Oh my.

I think we may have just cured my depression. I have some visualized mental architecture, and we just found why some of it does some of the unfortunate things that it does. The banana-structure had loose bolts. I tightened them while he held it upright in place so I wouldn't accidentally fasten it at Worst Depressed.

[godai.livejournal.com]

So...... the banana remains erect?


I'm sorry hun. I really couldn't resist.

Dave, you're the absolute limit.

[azurelunatic]

Hee.

Hee hee hee. :)

Actually, it's smily/frowny banana, rather than erect/limp banana. :P