The wonders of childhood

They now seem to be "Slappy Joes".

Mmm, delicious.

Notes:

If I want to hurt Darkside, punch him in the nose instead of biting self. The message is far more clear.

When I skip meals, this hurts me both mentally and physically.

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Snuggling is good.

I've been learning to ask for hugs when I need them.

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Yes, I'm still desperately unhappy, but I'm doing a little better with it.

If they were scared by this, I'd hate to think how they would have reacted to me when I was severely depressed back in 1999.

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Cleaning out the friends page. I do that every now and then. Pruning, rather than anything more serious.

Tonight feels like a tired night, but I don't really want to go to sleep right now.

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When I was 14, I decided that I could be a Christian. I named that personality Angela.

As I was doing it to please someone else, she didn't stick around long. She was the sweetest version of me so far, though, because I took to heart all the precepts of the faith that I was aware of.

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What happens when you do successfully shield from a person you can't shield from?

Very, very bad things.

Ingredients for upsetting Darkside's day, 04.01 style

Spirit gum
scissors
one loose pair of mens' jeans
a loose t-shirt, maybe a jacket?
Elastic bandage, maybe more than one
Voice lessons

...and one damn good shade.

Reminders:

Darkside's problems are not mine. Rearranging myself to accomodate for his issues hurts us both.

Bop Darkside in the nose the next time he makes a snarky bitchy comment about my weight. Votania might even have to.

Darkside knows I'm human, and has accepted that I'm huggy.