Hell if I know much coherent about love myself... and I've been on a frantic husband-hunt since I was 5 or 6. Swear to gods. Been in and out of love as long as there have been other people approximately my age around me for me to fall in love with....
...Some people never get love quite right. My friend Sabrina's mom, she's on what, her third? fourth? marriage, and she's picked a guy that has stood her up at the altar twice for this latest wedding. Some people never learn.
Thing is, for some bits about love... loving somebody as a friend is just great. Just know where your limits stand. What are and aren't you willing to put up with?
I'm still trying to sort things out for me. Right now, with me and Adam, we've got a workable relationship because we are learning how to not step on each other's toes, not cross each other's limits. We seem to have compatible boundaries... but we're not falling over each other with Romance and True Love and This Will Last Forever I Know We Can Do It. We're just taking it one day, one week, one month, at a time. I still have to nag him to help with the laundry...
All that shit about love you see in the movies -- if it doesn't work for you, kiss it goodbye. Never wanted a Hollywood relationship myself. Can't stand the things. Too much goosh, not enough real caring about each other.
I've just now realized what it is that
votania means about your One True Love relationship -- it is the relationship you make it to be. If there's a lifebond already there, excellent. Those are so beautiful when they're working. (When they're not working, however, there's blood and plasma-fire and explosions and other incarnations of evil.) But you've got to make it work.
If BJ and I had wanted to make it work, we could have. I think it ultimately would have ended up with us living in separate houses, and maintaining a place where we could go to sleep together every now and then, but not often. Go out for coffee at Denny's occasionally.
Every year around the 14th I get maudlin and mushy.
...but you know?
I think Adam and I might work out as a couple ... or as a triad, if we find another person...or as whatever .... for quite some time, if we can keep getting along this well. We're focusing on staying friends, and staying roommates, and the love (not totally overblown romantic, but nice and friendly) and relationship and sex pretty much take care of themselves.
I think I like it.
...Some people never get love quite right. My friend Sabrina's mom, she's on what, her third? fourth? marriage, and she's picked a guy that has stood her up at the altar twice for this latest wedding. Some people never learn.
Thing is, for some bits about love... loving somebody as a friend is just great. Just know where your limits stand. What are and aren't you willing to put up with?
I'm still trying to sort things out for me. Right now, with me and Adam, we've got a workable relationship because we are learning how to not step on each other's toes, not cross each other's limits. We seem to have compatible boundaries... but we're not falling over each other with Romance and True Love and This Will Last Forever I Know We Can Do It. We're just taking it one day, one week, one month, at a time. I still have to nag him to help with the laundry...
All that shit about love you see in the movies -- if it doesn't work for you, kiss it goodbye. Never wanted a Hollywood relationship myself. Can't stand the things. Too much goosh, not enough real caring about each other.
I've just now realized what it is that
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If BJ and I had wanted to make it work, we could have. I think it ultimately would have ended up with us living in separate houses, and maintaining a place where we could go to sleep together every now and then, but not often. Go out for coffee at Denny's occasionally.
Every year around the 14th I get maudlin and mushy.
...but you know?
I think Adam and I might work out as a couple ... or as a triad, if we find another person...or as whatever .... for quite some time, if we can keep getting along this well. We're focusing on staying friends, and staying roommates, and the love (not totally overblown romantic, but nice and friendly) and relationship and sex pretty much take care of themselves.
I think I like it.