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azurelunatic: Seated baby in incubator shell with electrodes.  (Cyteen)
Previously: line up AM pills on the left side of the desk, PM pills on the right side, and Both pills in the middle (to be added to boxes after AM pills, and then put on the PM side). This requires extra clearing off of desk space to make sure they all fit. (Bottles that have already been loaded in go back into the "Come With Me If You Want to Live" drawer, either right-side-up if I don't need to do anything else, upside-down in the fabric organizer that the primary stack of filled boxes will go in if they need a refill soon, and upside-down in that place with a little plastic dot inside them if I ran out midway; a set of matching plastic dots mark the compartments where there aren't that pill.)

New procedure: AM pills go in the pink bins on-or-near the desk, PM pills go in the blue (teal) bins, and Both Times pills go in the white bins and migrate to Blue after they've been added to AM.

The colored plastic dots come from Microlet lancet tip protectors. (Used lancets go in my mini Sharps jar, which started life as a Costco Loratadine jar and then got a red paint job on the lid and bottom using some non-preferred nail polish, and a label saying SHARPS on the side, implying Please Don't Fill Above This Line. I dump it into the big sharps bin in the bathroom.)

This weekend featured some Bodily Fail, over which I am still Disgruntled and Apologetic. Fucking cancer. Fucking cancer treatments.


Book status: finished with The Curse of Chalion a day before the audiobook was going to get whisked back to the library, and into Paladin of Souls. (We will probably not do The Hallowed Hunt, and the next person to breathlessly suggest that we do any Sharing Knife gets The Cut Direct. However: Penric, my beloved.)

In other book news, I waxed enthusiastic about All The Warnings on Cyteen to [personal profile] alexseanchai, concluding "But it's great about Growing Up Autistic Under Surveillance" although modern understanding of neurotypes and Azi vs Cit psychology suggests that uh, starting a kid off via 100% Tape-based learning would Probably Not result in Autism. "Oh, they're not sensitive to their discussion, are you Florian" "No, sera" (paraphrase of Ari I and Florian I) hits Significantly Different in context of Autism "Speaks", those morally bankrupt allistic and about-us-without-us fuckers.


Relevant to The Locked Tomb, Target's Halloween shit is coming out, and they have a skull-topped decorative bottle, some blatantly 3rd House skulls that are bedazzled to fuck and back, and a "Finally, some peace and quiet" coffin shaped motto board with a skull that could be painted into a number of different House skulls.
azurelunatic: Vivid pink Alaskan wild rose. (Default)
Today with my aunt was excellent fun. She had been issued a bunch of plants (succulents) and a bunch of little tiny pots, and told to put the one in the other in tiny adorable garden arrangements. She recruited my help. We had fun. I helped weed her lawn. My knees don't like me for that.

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Dentist!

Mar. 20th, 2007 01:34 am
azurelunatic: Hinky: adj: pure evil fuckery afoot. Syn.: suspicious (hinky)
Finished most of my paperwork in a screaming hurry before 4pm. Have 2 more spreadsheets to update but those are small. Went to dentist. Dentist took shorter than I might have thought to pry teeth out of my head. But hearing that sort of noise from one's dentist is not always a good thing.

I had two more wisdom teeth (I only got three; the fourth one is still lurking in my jaw and doesn't want to break through the gum, and I'm not about to ask someone to go in there digging) to be removed. The first one was rotated 180° from what it should have been. Then the crown broke off, so he had to get creative. (It was not quite as gnarly as the one above it had been, but it was getting close. Just hadn't started disintegrating yet.) The second one was two fun things at once: one or more of its roots was into my sinus cavity! Woo! And it also had three roots! That one involved some more digging than the first one. The dentist was making commentary on this, then he realized that he was babbling. "I talk too much," he said, and shut up. I would have pouted had my mouth been available to do so; I like hearing the technical details of something that's going on with my body.

I got out of there, to the pharmacy, to home, and walked back to the pharmacy before the injections started wearing off. Thankfully, I'd had some foresight, and started in on the prescription from last time before walking to the pharmacy to pick up this prescription.

Some general silliness followed, with me being stoned on pain meds in IRC, and also being stoned on pain meds in [livejournal.com profile] suggestions. Fortunately, me being stoned on pain meds in [livejournal.com profile] suggestions is far less overt than me being stoned on pain meds in channel.

The evening is now coming to an agreeable close what with the chaos and confusion incurred when someone forgets who the maintainer is before flaming away in a community.

Tomorrow, I shall have my Trainee do the paperwork, and I shall observe. This might just slightly coincide with the fact that tomorrow I will still be in need of serious prescription painkillers. I haven't got the sides of my face all swollen up, though. I feel rather better than I otherwise might. I'm so walking to work. Not going to be driving. I probably *could* drive; I probably *shouldn't*.

Geek High

Oct. 26th, 2006 06:12 pm
azurelunatic: Escher's Order and Chaos drawing: geometric solids and broken things.  (Order and Chaos)
[livejournal.com profile] pyrogenic identified one of the geek needs. I'm not entirely sure where it goes on the hierarchy of needs, but it's fairly basic for a geek-type. Problem-solving. There is this incredible sense of satisfaction and accomplishment when a sufficiently complex problem has been solved, especially when it is solved elegantly. It's a very giddy high, and it's possibly the reason why geeks seeking such a high engage in the classic addictive behaviors with their work. (Normal people leave work at work and go home. Hardcore programmers don't just stay overnight because it's OMG DEADLINE; it's because if they work at it a little bit longer they might SOLVE it.) (And, of course, I'm simplifying.) But there's a definite high associated with serious heavy geeking of the problem-solving variety. Like [livejournal.com profile] pyrogenic, the world is less good if I go without it.

Simple problems don't do it for me anymore. As I learn more and more about computers, I go for hairier and hairier problems. I'm an office-geek, not a true programmer, so I don't write apps for the workplace; I just make spreadsheets and untangle random messes. Making a simple spreadsheet no longer has the same buzz value that it used to. I have to start looking for more and more intense geek highs.

And when the high hits, there's this intense need to share it with someone else. When your favorite geek comes up to you and starts going "I just ___ !!!" it's not necessarily a childlike desire for praise. It's them attempting to share this extreme elation with someone else. Best, of course, is sharing it with someone who will Get It without explanation. But if there's no one around who will Get It, the nearest possible quasi-geek will do.

I've been known to be so giddy on a geek high that I've just had to share, and have randomly babbled to very non-technical co-workers, to the point of giving them mini-trainings in the subject in question so that they can properly appreciate and share in the excellent high that I am on. That does not always work out so well...
azurelunatic: Cordless phone showing a heart.  (phone)
Let the people already addicted have their fix @ cost. Make it criminal to distribute tobacco to a non-user.
azurelunatic: Raven looking at the golden apple.  (shiny)
I realized last night that I'm probably living in the middle of a fantasy novel. This amuses me no end, of course. Life is weird enough as it is without extraneous happenings. Now that extraneous happenings have started, well, happening, I am bemused but delighted.

Last night, though, I did have a drug trip. Perfectly legal, I hasten to add. It's just that I have strong reactions to even small doses of certain antihistamines, and when I'm already tired, that makes things doubly strong.

As soon as my head hit the pillow, I was scrolling through a bizarre dreamlike environment where the background and all the objects were made up of pages upon pages of overlaid and constantly refreshing text from random snippets of things. It was as if the green scrolling columns of characters that symbolize the Matrix were replaced instead by translucent cut-outs from yellowing books, with a fresh layer lacquered on every quarter-second. I was reading everything everywhere in addition to the story that was being told. People were assigned new names, new attributes. Nothing quite fit right with reality, yet everything clicked into place.

Simply sitting up and opening my eyes in order to get a drink of water brought me back into reality, but a reality viewed through a shimmering, distorting, half-dream lens. It took five minutes to navigate the complexities of a simple middle-of-the-night restroom trip instead of only two or three.

Since the experience was assigning things that I knew to be false to things, such as assigning either Darkside or Figment with the name "George", I cannot trust any of my experiences there (not that I remember them) to be in any way related to c'thia, but they certainly were entertaining while they were going on.

I shan't ever be taking that drug before driving or operating heavy machinery, and if I'm going to take it in daylight hours, I'm either going to be in a place where I can sit down reliably, or I will be carrying a Stick of Not Falling Over with me (like I did last time I was on the stuff, when I was taking it for the ant bites and tripping out majorly to Dawn).

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