Feb. 20th, 2002
Something right...
Feb. 20th, 2002 07:48 amA moment this morning...
I've been losing my words lately. Not something to worry about, as I figured out why... but still not good for conversation.
Also, if speaking and someone interrupts and the conversation moves on without me, as I'm still searching for my words, I shut down, because I need to avoid babbling when no one wants to listen to me. (Bad moment, some years ago, with Shawn and Morgan. Wendy's, vampires.)
Darkside did that to me this morning, by accident. I shut down, as programmed. He managed to start me back up again. Somehow. I hugged him for that.
I've been losing my words lately. Not something to worry about, as I figured out why... but still not good for conversation.
Also, if speaking and someone interrupts and the conversation moves on without me, as I'm still searching for my words, I shut down, because I need to avoid babbling when no one wants to listen to me. (Bad moment, some years ago, with Shawn and Morgan. Wendy's, vampires.)
Darkside did that to me this morning, by accident. I shut down, as programmed. He managed to start me back up again. Somehow. I hugged him for that.
Update: old entries from Inanna
Feb. 20th, 2002 08:00 pm1:02 am: Still awake. Dammit. Wish Darkside were here to snuggle. As if he would. Still, a girl can dream.
Should dream. That would require sleep.
8:31 am: Breakfast with Darkside today. Fun. He shut me down...and got me running again.
10:01 am: No math: grading test. Hung w/Darkside for an hour. Checked out engineering fair. Had fun hanging in cafeteria. Sparks. No romance.
10:09 am: Darkside shared his snack.
4:32 pm: @ work. Almost late. Forgot (no time) bra. Ow.
5:42 pm: Bathroom again. No fun today as Susan (short lady w/o humor & w/too much love of rules) is walker. Damn.
7:57 pm: Thinking about the oath I swore at Darkside hurts. Am done asking him for love forever. Ow.
Should dream. That would require sleep.
8:31 am: Breakfast with Darkside today. Fun. He shut me down...and got me running again.
10:01 am: No math: grading test. Hung w/Darkside for an hour. Checked out engineering fair. Had fun hanging in cafeteria. Sparks. No romance.
10:09 am: Darkside shared his snack.
4:32 pm: @ work. Almost late. Forgot (no time) bra. Ow.
5:42 pm: Bathroom again. No fun today as Susan (short lady w/o humor & w/too much love of rules) is walker. Damn.
7:57 pm: Thinking about the oath I swore at Darkside hurts. Am done asking him for love forever. Ow.