http://www.passover.net/I'm not exactly sure why, but it's part of my heritage. I suppose I absorb cultures that I identify with through books so strongly that they perhaps become, in some odd way, my own. I was raised with
All-Of-A-Kind Family, the story of a Jewish family with all girls growing up in old New York.
In any case, I internalized a few of the things here and there. My way of acknowledging my Judeo-Christian heritage without so much emphasis on the Christian part, I suppose... and fitting, as I started my formal training on the Qabala.
Hm. I wonder if, for future years, I should create a condensation and adaptation, for household use.
This is a part of my heritage. Perhaps I was not born into a Jewish family. Perhaps I do not observe most of the religious viewpoints. Passover is still a part of me more deeply rooted than the family tradition of saving the last three green beans for the birds.
Defensive much? Yes. When people go around playing cut-and-paste religion, some people, people who were raised more fully in the tradition, a more "pure" version of the religion, get snippy about corruption of the meaning, not having the right spirit about it, not doing things properly... that bothers me. Even though my parents were something-Protestant (inactive) and raised Quaker, the rites of Passover strike some deep and pure note within me, one that I'm obligated to respond to. Not obligated by any outside force, but a drive within me that says, "This is part of me. I will participate." And if my participation includes specifically honoring the Goddess as well, in the nameless, faceless, unspeakable sum total of the Divinity, that outpouring of light that has all names, all faces, all voices blended within, then so I shall.