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Nov. 18th, 2003 12:25 amIt's
ectogenesis, is why I'm refusing to acknowledge that I'm good at this.
That novel isn't done, and may never be. When I was a child, I played with childish things. Now that I'm a grown-up, I'm not really into reworking it so it's good.
Plus, I'm used to wanking here on LJ. And, despite being read by 200 people, give or take, I'm not used to the thought of myself as a good writer. Good takes effort, and the effort I put into LJ -- well, frankly, the effort I put into LJ is the effort that I put into restraining myself from keeping on here all day, more than I already am. I could happily add a hundred more people and be on here all day, following threads in comments and /friendsfriends, and share each second of now and my past in all my angstwanking glory.
That's the effort I put into LJ, mostly. Every now and then I write a rant, and that's a bit of work, but not very much. Mostly, I grump about Semagic's lack of ability to have multiple windows with entries-in-progress open, when I'm trying to do that, and will often leave my essay boiling in Semagic, and go to the web-based update page so I don't have to finish it before it's done stewing.
I have harnessed the awesome power of my procrastination, and need to change the catboxes out tomorrow.
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That novel isn't done, and may never be. When I was a child, I played with childish things. Now that I'm a grown-up, I'm not really into reworking it so it's good.
Plus, I'm used to wanking here on LJ. And, despite being read by 200 people, give or take, I'm not used to the thought of myself as a good writer. Good takes effort, and the effort I put into LJ -- well, frankly, the effort I put into LJ is the effort that I put into restraining myself from keeping on here all day, more than I already am. I could happily add a hundred more people and be on here all day, following threads in comments and /friendsfriends, and share each second of now and my past in all my angstwanking glory.
That's the effort I put into LJ, mostly. Every now and then I write a rant, and that's a bit of work, but not very much. Mostly, I grump about Semagic's lack of ability to have multiple windows with entries-in-progress open, when I'm trying to do that, and will often leave my essay boiling in Semagic, and go to the web-based update page so I don't have to finish it before it's done stewing.
I have harnessed the awesome power of my procrastination, and need to change the catboxes out tomorrow.