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I didn't realize how lonely it was here without Adam.

Sometimes I'm such a bitch

I am NOT fit to be the mother of teenagers, or even the roommate of teenagers. I'm still one myself. I'm in my room and my door is shut.

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General frustration all around. Snipping some contacts. Some things frustrate me when they wind up on my friends page.

Realizing, out of all the LJ'ers whose journals I read, how few I actually would consider as friends.

I really think that I am going to hermit for a while. My walkabout with my aunt should be good.

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fucking mood swings.

Sayers

Reading Voices of Chaos (A.C. Crispin and Ru Emerson) right now: I'm so very glad I've started reading Sayers. The tale of the hormonally deficient bride, for example. I got it! I'm recognizing literary allusions all over the place! I love it!

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Having fun. I am now admin. Eeeeks.

Hope I do half-well.

Why do I feel like crying?

Go away, world.

This room feels too big for me, all of a sudden.

Sad. Feeling like crying. Probably not going to. Probably will eventually call Darkside. I can be logical for a while. Objectively, I know that the relationship was ending, and that he won't accept a hug from me is all part of that.

Just....hurts.

Well, that's that.

We talked. We hashed out what was what. He'll hug me when he's over feeling so hurt. Dawn's theory was useful, but not on the mark. Nothing I would have suspected, but I'll remember it for future reference.